Y Mouser (yellowmouser) wrote,
Y Mouser
yellowmouser

It took a few days, but I think the worst of the addiction is over. Other than trying to stab myself in the esophagus (Funny thing, but there was a moment when I was in full possession of my facilities but with a steak knife half way down my throat that I seriously considered following through with the act- I mean, my subconscious must have had a good reason for wanting to kill me, right?)

...but the worst thing about the last five days was my argument with Nova. It wasn't even a good argument- since it was about chemistry. Might as well argue about the sky being blue. Lucky for me I realized what an ass I was being about 3/4 of the way through what was turning into a royal shouting match. Thank Nova for reminding me that we're all just chemical machines and free will is an illusion.

Damn but I want a cigarette- I would seriously rape your dog for half a Marlboro

...and for an American Spirit I would skull-fuck your mother.
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